I've been overcome multiple times now by the temptations around me. I haven't been praying much, but I will begin doing so after this prayer. I ask that God gives me more control over my body and my mouth, so that they don't negatively affect the lives of those that I love, and my own life ultimately.
I've realized recently that there are so many things that I need to change about myself in order to live a normal life. I believe that, now, I can finally begin taking the steps to becoming better for myself and my family.